A husband is at the end of my list right now. I know,
the priority of the girl doing the OYC isn’t a husband right now?!
Gasp.
Yes, that has freaking fallen to the last of my list,
because other things have finally taken the front seat!
What?!
Yeah! A purpose beyond that of being a wife.
God, I need You to give me something I can be passionate
about.
I feel and I’ve felt like I’ve been walking aimlessly now
for the last…at least…year of my life.
My deepest desire is for the Kingdom. I just don’t know how to serve it. I don’t know how to use what I’m good at to
save people.
I want to be passionate about something.
I want to be on fire.
I want to make a difference.
I want to change lives.
I want to do whatever You want me to do.
So what is it?
Or are you asking me, still, to wait?
And, if so, wait for what?
What are you showing me in this midst of the silence?
I am begging You…You
see me down here on my knees, God? Give
me something to do!
I have at least two people in my life that are passionately
pursuing their paths designed from You.
And I am so encouraged and challenged by their hearts. They are amazing people, Christ! Now could You please set a desire in me? Or at least a path to get me to that point?
Where can I serve?
Who can I call out to? Who can I
disciple?
Freakin’ disciple me!
Bring somebody into my life that can lead me, guide me, show me, counsel
me, push me!
God, give me these things so I can at least adequately
and pursue Your heart!
Little bit frustrated.
Little bit challenged. Overall
excited. But so desperate to find
purpose. Help, Christ and the Holy
Spirit! Lead me to the fount that will
give an answer, a direction…
I love You, and I trust You. You can do anything. You can make the impossible, possible.
…my best friends can be saved.
…my family can be saved.
…my brother can be healed.
…I can be healed.
…you can make me a wife.
…and I know You can ignite inside me a passion for something. Anything!
Let’s start making the impossible, possible, God, like
only You can!
