Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Day 270


"Girls don't know what they want," my friend said tonight.

And I think he's right.

A lot of times we don't know what we want.

Our minds change constantly.

Happy about being single.  Sad about being single.  Flip out when a guy asks me out.  Then feel sad the guy I want to ask me out hasn't asked me out.  Single.  Dating.  Fasting.  Happy.  Sad.  Upset.  Gah, shoot me already.

You know what, I'm happy single.  I'm happy in this season of my life.  It's so hard to fight the flesh.  But I'm happy in this moment.  And I've decided to figure out my indefinite singleness after my challenge is definitely up.

So there, emotions.  Take that.