And why?
I've been digging around for that answer throughout the
last few days and haven't had much by the way of an answer.
God has been really quiet lately—not that I’ve exactly
been in His Word. Yeah, good job, Jamie.
Lashing out.
I’ve been lashing out, and blaming, and mind-punching people in the kidneys all week.
Miserable. Deep down there
is a hunk of misery that is just sticking to my insides.
What is wrong with me?
And why am I not being better?
I’m so frustrated.
And wish I had answers, and direction.
I just feel so lost.
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Work.
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Friends.
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Mean people.
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Family.
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Holidays.
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Returning friends.
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Lost friends.
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Empty friendships.
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Hurtful friendships.
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Evil heart.
Some of the things plaguing me right now. Instead of blogging tonight, yeah, my Bible
is sitting right next to me now, buried under fiction. Praying it leads me somewhere fiction can’t
tonight…
I close remembering an e-mail from The Universe
today:
Let me be encouraged...not...lost.
