It’s the middle of my second quarter of this challenge. I’ve made so much progress in just a little
over four months.
God is amazing, and it is good to see progress for
actively working on my heart. Day 1 Jamie
is definitely very different from Day 83 Jamie and especially from Day 126 Jamie. It’s exciting. It’s scary.
It’s pain. But it’s growth, too. I feel God moving in my life and in my heart.
I’ve done things I never thought I could do.
I forgave my ex-boyfriends; they don’t determine my worth.
I forgave my family; they don’t determine my worth.
Now it’s time to forgive myself and learn that I don’t even determine my worth.
It’s time to work on knowing and understanding the roots of
my heart issues. Working through those
pains may be the hardest, most hurtful memories to go through yet, but I’m
ready.
I don’t know how I’m going to do it. I know I’m going to pray by asking God to
lead me. Help me navigate through this,
God! God, just grow me, and use me, and
lead me, and help me.
