Friday, February 17, 2012

Day 103


Things I’ve Learned About Me

I am not intelligent.  I don’t possess much common sense.  What I lack in IQ I make up for in compassion, kindness, and patience.  I love animals, babies, children, seniors, and can only tolerate teenagers.  I respect those who have blue collar jobs more than those with white, but am slowly letting go of my prejudices against them.  I love writing, graphic design, traveling, and seem to admire the mechanics of these just as much as the journey and destinations.  I love the taste of food just as much as I love the sight of the countryside, mountains, and big cities.  But I love the feel of clothes more than how aesthetically pleasing they are to others.  I have always dreamed of being the woman who looks amazing in just plain white t’s and jeans rather than the extravagant, chic fashionista.  If I could go back and if it were acceptable, I’d train to be an auto-mechanic…or a world traveler.  Gulf Shores, AL, stole my heart and I hope one day it’s passed onto Rome.  My greatest achievement is loving others with a love I never knew before I was 25, and my greatest struggle is loving others with that same love.  Jesus has hijacked my heart, using it over a span of 2,000 miles and almost two years.  I feel closest to him when I’m flying a red-eye flight, standing in the ocean at midnight, or seeing someone cry tears of sadness, brokenness, and/or joy.  Maybe one day I’ll be published…maybe I won’t.  My life is but a vapor in the wind and today I vow to ride the current wherever it may take me in the name of God, those I love, and those I have yet to meet.

Change.  Pray.  Worship.  Love unceasingly.